Let?s just be honest Jesus, I?m a mess
Can?t seem to fill this void of emptiness
My bills are paid but I?m still stressed
I need you, I need you
Trying to medicate and dull the pain
Can?t hush these voices in my brain
Singing songs to silent sounds of shame
I need you, I need you
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But if I tell the truth I?m so afraid of truth
And I know it and you know it
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I know I need to pray
But I don?t know how to say
I?m not ready, I?m not ready to change
I wanna trust in You
But if I told the truth
I?m not ready, I?m not ready to change