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Losing It
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Jul 19, 2026 updated
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Alisa Turner's song 'Not Even Now' is a raw and honest expression of feeling overwhelmed, anxious, and out of control. The lyrics describe a person who feels like they are losing their mind, grip, and sense of self, yet they hold on to God. The song suggests that in the midst of struggle, one can find God's closeness and comfort. It speaks to the experience of mental and emotional turmoil while affirming that God is near to those who feel they are falling apart. The message is one of hope and reassurance that even in the darkest moments, God's presence is available.
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Oh it feels like I'm losing my mind
Cannot escape this place in life
I wanna run to God I wanna hide
Oh it feels like I'm losing my mind
Feels like I'm losing control
But I still hold on I won't let go
The fear inside it has a stranglehold
Oh it feels like I'm losing control
But maybe maybe this, is where I finally
Find what I have missed, and at the end of
Every road there's this
A God whose close enough to kiss
The ones who think they're losing it
Oh it feels like I'm losing my grip
The hold I had once before has slipped
With gritted teeth and clenched up fists
Oh it feels like I'm losing my grip
But maybe maybe this, is where I finally
Find what I have missed, and at the end of
Every road there's this
A God whose close enough to kiss
The ones who think they're losing it
Oh it feels like I'm losing myself
Throats raw from begging for help
And I'm sure I created this hell
Oh it feels like I'm losing myself
But maybe maybe this is where I finally
Find what I have missed, and at the end of
Every road there's this
A God whose close enough to kiss
The ones who think they're losing it