Like I Never Felt Before
Song Meaning
Aaron Shust borrows Paul's image of a runner training for a race in "Like I Never Felt Before" — "been training all this time, I'm at the starting line, a marathon I'm gonna have to run, in such a way as if to win the prize... all the athletes from days gone by are in the stadium surrounding me." The great cloud of witnesses becomes a literal crowd at a literal race.
"I sacrificed the things that held me down, and concentratedly I fixed my gaze" keeps the runner's discipline specific — not vague spiritual growth, but the deliberate removal of things that were slowing him down. "I ran through the open door" marks a clear beginning rather than a gradual drift into new experience.
"You taught me to crawl, You taught me to stand, You taught me run one step at a time... you taught me to live, you taught me to die, you taught me to spread my wings and how to fly" closes the song by naming a whole sequence of stages, treating each one as something learned rather than simply arrived at.
(Been) training all this time
I'm at the starting line
A marathon I'm gonna have to run
In such a way as if to win the prize
And I believe
Even though I can't see
All the athletes from days gone by
Are in the stadium surrounding me
And in the days
before the final phase
I sacrificed the things that held me down
And concentratedly I fixed my gaze.
A shot resounds
My heart begins to pound
And I begin to know what it's like
To run as if I had nobody around
And I feel like I never felt before
I ran through the open door
And I feel like I never felt before
And it seems You're aware of so much more
Than I gave You credit for
And I feel like I never felt before
Climbing high
I can almost touch the sky
But every time I'm halfway there
I think I'll never reach the top alive
But I'm aware
I'm safely in Your care
And with Your help I'll never face a day
That I am unable to bear
You taught me to crawl
You taught be to stand
You taught me run one step at a time
and watch out for the quicksand
You taught me to live
You taught me to die
You taught me to spread My wings and how to fly