Hero and The Villain
Song Meaning
Dan Bremnes names both sides of an internal conflict without picking one to root for in "Hero and The Villain" — "I'm tryna love myself, but there's a war inside of me, I wanna cry for help, but I'm my own worst enemy." The struggle is described as genuinely divided, not one true self fighting off a foreign intruder.
"All of my ghosts come out, they pin me to the ground, just try to stay alive for the morning light" keeps the danger nighttime-specific rather than constant, and "livin' in my head is an assembly line of worry and regret" gives the repetition a mechanical, exhausting quality rather than dramatic crisis.
"Of all the seasons and the reruns, storylines I just repeat them, oh there's gotta be a better way" closes the song on a request for change rather than a resolution already found — the hero and the villain are both still named as present, still living inside the same person by the song's final line.
I'm tryna love myself
But there's a war inside of me
I wanna cry for help
But I'm my own worst enemy
Don't wanna fight myself
So bad for my health
I just wanna be free
But there's hero and a villain living inside of me
I lost myself again
No I don't understand
It happens all the time
When I face the night
All of my ghosts come out
They pin me to the ground
Just try to stay alive
For the morning light
Livin' in my head
Is an assembly line of worry and regret
But I really wanna stay right here instead
And not far away
I'm tryna love myself
But there's a war inside of me
I wanna cry for help
But I'm my own worst enemy
Don't wanna fight myself
So bad for my health
I just wanna be free
But there's hero and a villain living inside of me
One of them causes pain
The other saves the day
The never ending ride
And I'm getting tired
Of all the seasons
And the reruns
Storylines I just repeat them
Oh there's gotta be a better way (oh)
I'm tryna love myself
But there's a war inside of me
I wanna cry for help
But I'm my own worst enemy
Don't wanna fight myself
So bad for my health
I just wanna be free
But there's hero and a villain living inside of me
Livin' in my head
Is an assembly line of worry and regret
But I really wanna stay right here instead
And not far away
I'm tryna love myself
But there's a war inside of me
I wanna cry for help
But I'm my own worst enemy
Don't wanna fight myself
So bad for my health
I just wanna be free
Oh I just wanna be free
But there's a hero and a villain living inside of me
I just wanna be free
But there's a hero and a villain living inside of me