OCD

Hulvey raps from inside a mental loop, and the verse itself keeps circling back: "Head spinnin' on the same cycle, let me repeat it just to check." The narrator washes baby bottles to be sure they are clean, asks "Is my door locked to the Lord?", and washes his sins for the eighth time. Compulsion and spiritual doubt feed each other until a shame cycle starts to feel stronger than "Jesus blood."

The second verse piles up the word "again" on purpose, with questions about whether he is loved, free, at peace or remembered. One line draws the boundary plainly: "Jesus can't die on the tree again." He even stops mid-bar, worried he has said "again" too much, which shows how the loop invades the song itself. A diagnosis of OCD is named outright, alongside the hope that "maybe God can make it paint."

The ending is unresolved, a whispered "This is not real, it's just a dream, please wake up." Hulvey released it on Could Be Tonight in 2026. Verses such as 1 John 1:9, Psalm 51:10 and Psalm 34:18 speak to the cleansing, renewal and nearness he is asking for.