Unchurched
Song Meaning
Todd Dulaney narrates the discomfort of walking into a church that doesn't fit in "Unchurched" — "I wonder why they look at me strange, like I don't belong on this row... I know I'm not dressed like everyone else, and I don't own a pair of church shoes." The specific detail of clothing keeps the exclusion concrete rather than abstract.
"I heard that church was the place to come for my healing, but somehow I can't see how that's so, everyone seems to be so uneasy" names the gap between what church is supposed to offer and what's actually being experienced, without pretending the discomfort isn't real.
"If they give me the chance, I only want to make it to the altar to see the man, that's why I came today to change my ways, and I am not ashamed" repeats as the song's actual goal throughout — not acceptance by the room, but access to the altar, kept distinct from each other.
I wonder why they look at me strange
Like I don't belong on this row
I'm trying to figure out if I'm staying
Cuz I don't feel welcome here
I know I'm not dressed like everyone else
And I don't own a pair of church shoes
But I'm here because I needed some help
I'm starting to think that I made a bad move
But if they give me the chance
I only want to make it to the altar to see the man
That's why I came today to change my ways
And I am not ashamed but they're pushing me away
I heard that church was the place to come for my healing
But somehow I cant see how that's so
Everyone seems to be so uneasy
Maybe its the way I look I'm unsure
If they give me the chance
I only want to make it to the altar to see the man
That's why I came today to change my ways
I am not ashamed
I don't care what they think of me
Cuz I I'm were I belong
Right now I want to be set free
And find my heart a home
If they give me the chance
I only want to make it to the altar to see the man
That's why I came today to change my ways
And I am not ashamed