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First Time
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Sep 26, 2026 updated
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Song Meaning
Hawk Nelson's "First Time" circles around a moment of turning — the singer counts steps toward something new while admitting he's been "wasting time," stuck like a poster for a self-help line. There's a wry self-awareness in that image, a recognition that knowing the truth is often deferred to when we're older. The chorus answers that hesitation with a declaration: for the first time, feeling alive isn't something to fear, and for the last time, he's falling behind. The rewind-and-record wish in the second verse — pressing rewind, turning on record, leaving the past behind — frames the song as a deliberate break from what came before. The repeated "one step closer, two steps closer" and the plea to be reminded when found give the track a communal, almost confessional feel, as if the resolve needs another voice to hold it steady. The closing insistence that nothing out there will change his mind lands as a settled choice rather than a fleeting mood. It's a song about the threshold between old patterns and a life that finally feels worth stepping into.
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Stepping over two steps closer
I sit around wasting time, feel like the poster for a
Self-help line
Well me know the truth when we're older
For the first time in my whole life
I'm not afraid of feeling alive
For the last time I'm falling behind
And nothing out there will change me mind
Let's start over crimson clover
While those golden nights get colder
If I could I'd press rewind
Turn on record and leave the past behind
Will we know the truth when we're older
For the first time in my whole life
I'm not afraid of feeling alive
For the last time I'm falling behind
And nothing out there will change me
When you find me will you remind me
We're one step closer, two steps closer
For the first time in my whole life
I'm not afraid of feeling alive
For the last time I'm falling behind
And nothing out there will change me
For the first time in my whole life
I'm not afraid of feeling alive
For the last time I'm falling behind
And nothing out there will change me
For the first time in my whole life
I'm not afraid of feeling alive
This is the last time I'm falling behind
And nothing out there will change my mind