Have Mercy On Me
JJ Heller's song "Have Mercy on Me" is a heartfelt plea for divine compassion in the midst of anxiety and fear. The lyrics express exhaustion from constant worry and a longing to return to a life before panic took over. Heller acknowledges her prayers for relief, yet recognizes that God's ways are not always what she expects. She finds comfort in the belief that her struggles are not a sign of weak faith but a means through which God communicates. The song captures a raw, honest moment of vulnerability, seeking mercy and understanding from Jesus while holding onto trust in His presence.
I'm tired of being afraid
I'm wondering how I got this way
I'm trying to remember what life was like before
Panic moved in without even knocking on the door
Have mercy on me
I'm not who I used to be
Have mercy on me
Jesus, please
I've been praying and asking you to take it all away
You never do exactly what I say
You see me from the outside, a lover looking in
But all I see is danger moving underneath my skin
[CHORUS]
I know it's not because I don't love you enough
It's not because I'm weak, it's how you choose to speak to me