She Said
Song Meaning
Jon Foreman writes "She Said" as overheard speech: a woman talking to herself in bed, tears on the floor, saying she has never felt rain like this. Around her words he places two short opening verses about looking for reasons to believe instead of doubt, "a way in instead of out," and asking why hatred and pain begin to feel the same.
The refrain is modest on purpose. "Only one breath at a time" is all she can promise, and she will sing "these black eyed blues into the storm instead" of giving up. Her hope has a particular shape, "I'll be waiting for the new eyes to arrive," less an answer than a posture of waiting. The middle section admits that kings, queens and little dreams get "stuck inside these nightmares sometimes," and that a fairytale feels far from where she is tonight.
Near the end the voice shifts from her to a direct address: "I'm holding on to you and I won't let go. You're the only thing that's true in this whole world of black eyed blues." Faith here is endurance during pain, with the knife-like ache still present and the grip tightened anyway. It sits close to the psalms of lament, where holding on comes before any relief arrives.
Looking for reasons
To believe instead of doubt
A way in instead of out
There’s got to be a reason
Looking for answers
For the hatred and pain
When they both start to feel the same
There’s got to be a reason
Only one breath at a time, she says
All my tears are falling on the floor, she says
I’ve never felt it rain like this before, she says
I’ll sing these black eyed blues into the storm instead
I’ll be waiting for the new eyes to arrive
One breath at a time
One breath at a time
Kings and queens and little dreams
Are stuck inside these nightmares sometimes, sometimes
And a fairytale, she claims, seems so far away from where she was tonight
Sometimes
I hear her talking to herself in bed
All my tears are falling on the floor, she says
I’ve never felt it rain like this before, she says
I’ll sing these black eyed blues into the storm instead
I’ll be waiting for the new eyes to arrive
One breath at a time
Oh, one breath at a time
Oh, one breath at a time
Oh, one breath at a time
Oh, and I’m holding on to you
And I won’t let go
You’re the only thing that’s true
And I won’t let go
You’re the only thing that’s true
In this whole world of black eyed blues
And disillusioned points of view
When the pain feels like a knife, she says
I’m not letting go tonight, she says
Oh, she says
Oh, she says
I’ll be waiting for the new eyes to arrive, she says
She says
Oh, she says
Oh, she says
Oh, she says
I’ll be waiting for the new eyes to arrive