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Calling You
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Nov 7, 2026 updated
Tomorrow We Live album
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Song Meaning
KB turns "Calling You" into a spoken-word narrative about one night. A 3AM text from a friend named Jason says he cannot go on, and the rapper drives over barefoot, dialing again and again until the call is finally answered. Natalie Lauren's repeated "Suicide, suicide, suicide" hook works like the voice of despair pressing in from the other side of the door.
Jason's own words explain the weight he carries: guilt from combat in Iraq, a wife who moved out, children he rarely sees. KB admits he has no verse ready and simply falls to his knees. What he does offer is presence, plus a pointer to Jesus in the garden, "acquainted to man in his sorrows," who held on because joy was coming.
The track ends with a gunshot, a 911 call and a door kicked open, then a quiet refrain: "Hope is calling you." Isaiah 53:3 and Psalm 34:18, which describe a God near the brokenhearted, sit under the whole scene. The subject matter is heavy and the delivery is raw, so it speaks best to listeners who want honesty about despair and the people who show up for each other. Anyone in crisis should contact local emergency services or a crisis line.
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[KB:]
It must have been 3AM when the text came in
The sum of my fears
My stomach bendin', my thumb was tremblin'
No pun intended, but I wanted to die
When I saw it was him
Then it read, "KB, this time it's real, homie I can't live"
It was in all caps
But I knew he had no caps on his gun or his pills
So I ripped out the door
All the covers down on the floor
No shoes, I just walk on my tears
Callin' him over and over and over again
While I'm throwing the car in to gear
How could he be so selfish?
Will this effort fail too?
Why won't he answer, answer, answer, he answered!
"Jason, hello?"
[Natalie Lauren:]
Suicide, suicide, suicide
Got one in the chamber
It's waitin' to take you right out tonight
Don't roll the dice, roll the dice, roll the dice
It's all on the table, it's all for the takin'
But what's the odds?
[KB:]
I parked in the street
At the car with the keys
Should I call the police?
What if he turns it on me?
Then I looked up, is that him over the sink?
I can't think
My tongue is as heavy as my heart, I can't speak
Every time I blink I'm a step closer
My heart about to burst
As I close up on the front door and give the doorbell a ring
It was unlocked so I ran to the top staircase
As I stare at a case on the floor
"Jason, open up"
Continued to knock
"Jason, open up, you ain't gotta do this"
What about the kids?
Don't go Judas, you got reason to live
We could get through this, don't give in"
Then I heard movement and a voice I'll never forget
He said, "Stop it, stop it!
I'm about to cock it!
You barely called back when I was in Iraq
Just leave homeboy, I got this
You know the truth is I had to shoot kids
I'm so guilty (Open the door!)
And God might let it go (Open the door!)
But I'll never forgive me (Jason!)
Why not? (I care, I care about you)
The Army never trained me to care
You don't know the horror of living in a war zone
Then coming back to civilian affairs
I made my bed, the tables were set
My wife moved out, I don't see my kids
Everything that gave me meaning is gone
The grief's deep-seeded and bleeds to the bone
I want out!
[Natalie Lauren:]
Suicide, suicide, suicide
Got one in the chamber
It's waitin' to take you right out tonight
Don't roll the dice, roll the dice, roll the dice
It's all on the table, it's all for the takin'
But what's the odds?
[KB:]
I ain't have a word, not a story not a verse
But the silence...I'm trying not to make this worse
I pray and I googled a search
Nothing from school that will work
But I grew up in the church, so what do I do?
Just fell to my knees and I started to blurt
I don't understand this, I don't understand this
But you been looking to the weed and them dancers
Don't be conned by the Ye
Nobody in the West got the answers
Let's get established, your life isn't yours to demand it
You can't do what you please
Jason, I love you, but the next step is God homie
You ain't escaping a thing
You know Jesus he wanted to die in that garden
Acquainted to man in his sorrows
But he kept up the fight
Cause he knew joy, it was coming tomorrow
You haven't squeezed that revolver
Cause you know that there's hope at the end of the tunnel
Embrace it, don't matter how faint it
God is not silent, please hear what he's... [gunshot]
[Knocking]
"Jason!"
[Phone dialing]
911 Operator: 911 whats your emergency?
KB: Yes, uh I-I gotta friend, and uh, he's locked himself in the bathroom and I just heard a gun go off and I don't know
[Sirens in background]
911 Operator: Okay, calm down sir, are you able to get inside the room?
KB: Yeah, he, he's got me locked out
911 Operator: Okay, can you try to get inside the room?
KB: Hold on, I'ma try to [door kicks open]
911 Operator: Sir?
KB: Jason! Okay, he's-he's not shot, he dropped the gun but he's passed out
911 Operator: Sir, I'm gonna need you to calm down
KB: No you calm down! Send help quick!
(I see you
I hear you
Hope is calling you
I see you
I hear you
Hope is calling you
Hope is calling you
Hope is calling you)