Breath Of Heaven (Mary's Song)
Song Meaning
Leanna Crawford sings this one entirely in Mary's voice, and it's built less on confidence than on honest fear: "I am waiting in a silent prayer, I am frightened by the load I bear... must I walk this path alone?" The song doesn't rush past the fear to get to faith; it sits inside it.
The question in the second verse is unusually specific for a Christmas song: "do you wonder as you watch my face if a wiser one should have had my place?" That's not generic humility, it's a direct doubt about being the right person for an impossible assignment, immediately followed by acceptance anyway: "but I offer all I am, for the mercy of your plan."
Luke's Mary answers an angel the same way in scripture — "let it be to me according to your word" — before her own song of praise declares that the Mighty One has done great things for her. The title's plea, "breath of heaven, hold me together," reframes the nativity less as a triumphant announcement and more as one very young woman asking for help to survive what she'd agreed to.
I have traveled many moonless nights
Cold and weary with a babe inside
And I wonder what I've done
Holy father, you have come
And chosen me now to carry your son
I am waiting in a silent prayer
I am frightened by the load I bear
In a world as cold as stone
Must I walk this path alone?
Be with me now, be with me now
Breath of heaven, hold me together
Be forever near me, breath of heaven
Breath of heaven, lighten my darkness
Pour over me your holiness for you are holy
Breath of heaven
Do you wonder as you watch my face
If a wiser one should have had my place?
But I offer all I am
For the mercy of your plan
Help me be strong, help me be, help me
Breath of heaven, hold me together
Be forever near me, breath of heaven
Breath of heaven, lighten my darkness
Pour over me your holiness for you are holy
Breath of heaven, hold me together
Be forever near me, breath of heaven
Breath of heaven, lighten my darkness
Pour over me your holiness for you are holy
Breath of heaven, breath of heaven
Breath of heaven