Innocence And Other Things Lost
Song Meaning
Starfield names a specific kind of loss rather than generic doubt: "things once certain, I no longer trust, my sure foundations have crumbled to dust." This isn't a crisis of whether God exists; it's the harder loss of assumptions that used to feel unshakable.
"Revelation, great is your cost, truth has been gained, but innocence lost" makes an unusual trade explicit — knowing more doesn't mean feeling more secure. Growing in understanding costs something the song refuses to pretend it doesn't.
"Narrow the road, small is the gate, it's getting harder to find" echoes Jesus' own description of the way that leads to life as narrow and hard to find, and the closing confession — "all that I've compromised, I'm living in disguise" — keeps the song honest about failure rather than resolving into easy comfort. "I don't wanna lose my faith" isn't a triumphant declaration here; it's a plea from someone who knows exactly how that could happen.
Things once certain, I no longer trust
My sure foundations, have crumbled to dust
I would scale the highest height
Or search the depths to find
the path to innocence and wonder
I don't wanna lose my way
I don't wanna lose my faith
Revelation, great is your cost
Truth has been gained, but innocence lost
I would scale the highest height
Or search the depths to find
the path to innocence and wonder
I don't wanna lose my way
(It's a bitter fate, it's a heavy load, it's a mighty weight, it's a narrow road)
I don't wanna lose my faith
(It's a bitter fate, it's a heavy load, it's a mighty weight, it's a narrow road)
Narrow the road, small is the gate, it's getting harder to find, harder to find
Mighty the load heavy the weight, still i'm walking the line, holding the line
Gone is the sun into the night, it's getting harder to see, harder to see
Many the rules wrong from the right, they're getting harder to keep, harder to keep
Oh, how I've realized, all that I've compromised, I'm living in disguise.