Closer
Song Meaning
Questions carry the opening hook: "Do you hear me when I'm calling out? Can you catch me when I'm falling now?" Steven Malcolm sings it as a plea made in the dark, asking God to come "closer now" when the lights turn lower. The chorus never resolves the doubt outright. It simply keeps asking.
The verses supply the reasons. He vows never to give up, says he is open to the Spirit and to correction, and asks for miracles and direction. Then comes the weight: he stayed with the Lord while losing others, lost his mother, and now faces his father's terminal prognosis. Family who promised to be there are not home, and he wonders how to carry it alone.
Nothing is tidied up by the end. The bridge asks who he can talk to and where he can go, and the last chorus returns to the same request. That honest crying out fits Psalm 34:18, which says the Lord is near to the brokenhearted, and Psalm 139:7-10, which asks where anyone could go from his presence.
Do you hear me when I'm calling out?
Can you catch me when I'm falling now?
When the lights turn lower
I really need you closer now
Let me say it from the top that I won't quit
Never give up, that's my MO and I'm living it
I'm open to your spirit, open to correction
I really need some miracles, I'm hoping for direction
I stuck with you, Lord, even when I lost all others
My brother, yeah, Lord, even when I lost my mother
And now my daddy is facing the unimaginable
Another terminal prognosis, need a tangible
Do you hear me when I'm calling out?
Can you catch me when I'm falling now?
When the lights turn lower
I really need you closer now
Are you with me through the up and down?
Get so dizzy when I'm spinning out
When the lights turn lower
I really need you closer now
Closer now, lost but found
Lord, I need you, come and [?]
Been so lost, so far
Lately been living my life in the dark
Who am I to turn to, where am I to go?
And they all said was family but not nobody home
Was with them in the crisis and now I'm all alone
How am I supposed to carry all this all on my own?
It's so deep and it's so real and I admit it
Yeah all my dreams turned into nightmares that I'm living in
It hurts to press on every day but [?]
I need you, need you and I pray that you are listening
Do you hear me when I'm calling out?
Can you catch me when I'm falling now?
When the lights turn lower
I really need you closer now
Are you with me through the up and down?
Get so dizzy when I'm spinning out
When the lights turn lower
I really need you closer now
Closer now, lost but found
Lord, I need you, come and [?]
Been so lost, so far
Lately living my life in the dark
Where am I to turn to, where am I to go?
Who am I to talk to when I'm all alone?
Tell me who was there through the highs and the lows?
But honestly it's me in this room [?]
Do you hear me when I'm calling out?
Can you catch me when I'm falling now?
When the lights turn lower
I really need you closer now
Are you with me through the up and down?
Get so dizzy when I'm spinning out
When the lights turn lower
I really need you closer now