Numb
Blanca's song 'Numb' captures the overwhelming feeling of life spinning out of control and the temptation to escape into emotional numbness. The lyrics express a desire to feel something real, even if it means facing pain, rather than staying detached. There's a turning point where she rejects hiding and chooses to talk through the hurt, acknowledging that the only way forward is through it. The song resonates with listeners who struggle with anxiety and the need for authentic connection and healing.
I can't keep up
So much is spinning round me
I'm waking up
All of my thoughts they find me
Wanna escape from my reality
Cause I can't keep up
Nah I can't keep up
Know the way, where to go
Where to go to feel numb
I won't go, I won't
Know the way, where to go
Where to go to feel numb
I won't go, I won't
I wanna, I wanna feel it
I wanna feel something real
I wanna, I wanna feel
Even if it hurts, even if it hurts, yeah
I wanna, I wanna feel it
I wanna feel something real
I wanna, I wanna feel
Even if it hurts, even if it hurts, yeah
I can�??t keep up
So many things are changing
I�??m looking up
Tryin�?? to catch my breathing
Can�??t live this way
Enough is enough
I can�??t keep up no I
I just can�??t keep up
Know the way, where to go
Where to go to feel numb
I won't go, I won't
Know the way, where to go
Where to go to feel numb
I won't go, I won't
I wanna, I wanna feel it
I wanna feel something real
I wanna, I wanna feel
Even if it hurts, even if it hurts, yeah
I wanna, I wanna feel it
I wanna feel something real
I wanna, I wanna feel
Even if it hurts, even if it hurts, yeah
Don�??t wanna be numb, don�??t wanna be
Don�??t wanna be numb, don�??t wanna be
Don�??t wanna be numb, don�??t wanna be
Even if it hurts, even if it hurts, yeah
I just wanna talk about it
Even if it hurts, if it hurts
Don�??t want it over and done with
Even if it hurts, if it hurts
Hiding never made me forget
The only way over is through it
Tell me can I talk about it
Even if it hurts
I wanna, I wanna feel it
I wanna feel something real
I wanna, I wanna feel
Even if it hurts, even if it hurts, yeah
I wanna, I wanna feel it
I wanna feel something real
I wanna, I wanna feel
Even if it hurts, even if it hurts, yeah
Don�??t wanna be numb, don�??t wanna be
Don�??t wanna be numb, don�??t wanna be
Don�??t wanna be numb, don�??t wanna be
Even if it hurts, even if it hurts, yeah