Dear God
Song Meaning
A letter to God starts with exhaustion. "I've been trying awful hard to make You proud of me," Cory Asbury writes, but "the harder that I try the harder it becomes," and "I feel like giving up most of the time." The second stanza admits to "chasing their approval" and a conviction that "the more I try to prove, the less I have to show." Doubt builds into a bargaining line: "if I pray a little harder, if I follow all the rules, I wonder could I ever be enough."
Then the voice reverses. "Dear child," God answers, "I hope you know how much I love you and I'm proud of you." The reply is specific and tender: "the thoughts I have for you will never change or fade away," and "when you felt like giving up, I never did." God is "not scared of imperfections or the questions in your head," and says the exhausted singer "has always been enough."
The remedy is trust in mystery and melody over performance: "just fall into the mystery, and I'll meet you here in the melody." The close is an invitation to "try again" and "love again." Ephesians 2:8-9 sets grace against works, Jeremiah 29:11 speaks of God's thoughts toward His people, and Matthew 3:17 is the Father's pleasure in His beloved Son.
Dear God
I've been trying awful hard to make You proud of me
But it seems
The harder that I try the harder it becomes
And I feel like giving up
Most of the time
Dear God
I've been chasing their approval and it's killing me
And I know
The more I try to prove
The less I have to show
And I'm stuck inside my head
Most of the time
But If I pray a little harder
If I follow all the rules
I wonder could I ever be enough
'Cause I try and try
Just to fall back down again
And I ask myself why
Do I try to chase the wind?
I should lean into the mystery
Maybe hope is found in a melody
So I wanna try again
Oh, I'm gonna try again
Dear child
I hope you know how much I love you and I'm proud of you
And please believe
The thoughts I have for you will never change or fade away
And when you felt like giving up
I never did
'Cause I'm not scared of imperfections
Or the questions in your head
Just know that you have always been enough
'Cause you tried and tried
And I saw you wrestle with
Every how, every why
I was right there listening
So just fall into the mystery
And I'll meet you here in the melody
Try just to try again
Oh child would you try again
My child you can love again