Healing
Song Meaning
Riley Clemmons starts past the breaking point rather than inside it: "saw the end of the tunnel... got so used to the dark I was scared of what the light would do now." The verses are specific about what didn't work — "I couldn't piece me back together with some bandaids and a roll of tape" — before naming what did: "it just took a leap of faith."
The second verse adds grace rather than willpower as the turning point: "gave myself some grace, and my soul began to feel the change... I let love flood my heart like the sun upon a tear-stained face." The chorus's repeated "I'm here unashamed, I found strength through the pain" reframes the wound itself as the place strength showed up, not something healing erased.
Psalm 147:3's "He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds" and Isaiah 61:3's "ashes" turned to a "garland," "mourning" to "the oil of joy" both sit behind the song's own language of what was broken standing again. Clemmons never names who's doing the healing, but the shape of the recovery she describes is the one scripture keeps describing too.
Saw the end of the tunnel
Didn't think that I could make it out
Got so used to the dark
I was scared of what the light would do now
I couldn't piece me back together with some bandaids and a roll of tape
And sittin 'round wishing it all away
Believing there was something better, better, just took a leap of faith
Now I'm healing
Now I'm healing
I'm here unashamed
I found strength through the pain
What was broken is standing again
And I'm healing
Now I'm healing
Gave myself some grace
And my soul began to feel the change
I let love flood my heart
Like the sun upon a tear-stained face
I'm slowly learning to be grateful
Found some purpose in all the hurt now I'm rediscovering what I'm worth
Just takes one step to turn the tables, but I had to take it first
Now I'm healing
Now I'm healing
I'm here unashamed
I found strength through the pain
What was broken is standing again
And I'm healing
Now I'm healing
I keep getting stronger
Won't stay down no longer
Starting to breathe again
Learn to believe again
Now I'm healing
Now I'm healing
Now I'm healing
Now I'm healing
I'm here unashamed
I found strength through the pain
What was broken is standing again
Now I'm healing
Now I'm healing
Now I'm healing
Now I'm healing