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You First

By Riley Clemmons

1,518 views Sep 25, 2026 updated Riley Clemmons album Verified editorial review

Song Meaning

Riley Clemmons opens by naming a change other people have noticed before she explains it: "if something's different about me, you spin a switch in my demeanor... I found my life when I found grace that is amazing." The song doesn't argue for the change — it just states it happened and moves straight into what it feels like from the inside.

What follows is a specific description of relief rather than triumph: "a weight off my shoulders, no longer something missing... watching my walls falling down." Romans 5:8 explains why that weight lifted in the first place — "while we were still sinners, Christ died for us" — love extended before any cleanup happened, not after.

The hook's most striking line reframes the singer's own self-criticism: "I got scars but You call 'em beautiful, 'cause I've been looking at my skin, but You've been looking at my soul." That's the same gaze Zephaniah 3:17 describes — God rejoicing over his people "with singing," not despite the scars but without needing them explained away first. "Running to You first" becomes less a resolution and more a reflex, repeated until it sounds like the most natural response available.

Lyrics Verified by Editorial Team

If something's different about me
You spin a switch in my demeanor
And if you ask me why I'm changing
I found my life when I found grace that is amazing

Now all I feel is a feeling where you've been forgiven
A weight off my shoulders, no longer something missing
I should have come sooner but I'm here with You now
Watching my walls falling down

I love how You love me at my best or worst
So that's why I'm running, I'm always running to You first
I got scars but You call 'em beautiful
'Cause I've been looking at my skin
But You've been looking at my soul
I love how You love me when I can't love me
So I'm gonna run to You first (run to You first)
I'm gonna run to You first (run to You first)

What do You see in my reflection?
Why can't I get it out together?
A million miles from perfection but You say
I'm right here and I'll be right here forever

Now all I feel is a feeling where you've been forgiven
A weight off my shoulders, no longer something missing
I should have come sooner but I'm here with You now
Watching my walls falling down, yeah

I love how You love me at my best or worst
So that's why I'm running, I'm always running to You first
I got scars but You call 'em beautiful
'Cause I've been looking at my skin
But You've been looking at my soul
I love how You love me when I can't love me
So I'm gonna run to You first (run to You first)
I'm gonna run to You first (run to You first)

I know I'm not perfect but You say I'm worth it
So I'm gonna run to You, I'm gonna run to You first
I'm finally learning, I don't have to earn it
So I'm gonna run to You, I'm gonna run to You

First!
First!
First!
I'm gonna run to You, I'm gonna run...

I love how You love me at my best or worst
So that's why I'm running, I'm always running to You first
I got scars but You call 'em beautiful
'Cause I've been looking at my skin
But You've been looking at my soul
I love how You love me when I can't love me
So I'm gonna run to You first (run to You first)
I'm gonna run to You first (run to You first)
Run to You first

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