Alone

Disciple sits inside real despair without rushing to resolve it in "Alone" — "like a single grain of sand moving with the tide, no one knows I'm here, wouldn't matter if I died." The song lets that thought stand as spoken, rather than immediately correcting it with reassurance.

"Time is running out, tired of not having rest, can't go on like this forever, maybe death is best" keeps the danger explicit rather than softened into vaguer language about sadness. "Tell me what it's all about, you love me, well that I really doubt" voices genuine doubt about being loved at all, deeper than mere tiredness.

"Told me a story of a man with scars in His feet and hands, can take me away from this land, but can He really save me" ends the song on an open question rather than a resolved testimony — the story of the crucified and risen Christ is set beside the despair without claiming to have already fixed it, treating the doubt itself as still standing at the song's close.