Don't Want To Leave / I Still Love You
Song Meaning
Israel Houghton opens from inside a moment someone doesn't want to end: "don't want to leave this holy place, don't want to miss the smile on Your face, right where You are I long to be, safe in Your arms with You telling me that everything will be all right."
"Heal my infirmity, and You restored every shattered dream, You're the song when I cannot sing, You're the words when I cannot speak" names specific kinds of brokenness rather than staying general, echoing Paul's description of God as the source of all comfort.
The song's second half shifts from the singer's voice to God's, answering the opening plea directly: "I have seen your tears, and I know your fears, but I still love you... doesn't matter what you've done, or if you're hiding, doesn't matter if you run, my light's still shining."
"And I've carved you with my hands" borrows Isaiah's image of a name engraved on God's own palms, closing the song's back-and-forth with the one line that answers every fear raised in the verses before it — not spoken to God this time, but from Him.
Don't want to leave this holy place
Don't want to miss the smile on Your face
Right where You are I long to be
Safe in Your arms with You telling me
Telling me that everything will be all right
And You see every tear (I cry)
Down on my bended knee
Lord I don't want to leave this holy place, this holy place
[repeat]
Down on bended knee Lord I don't want to leave
All that You have for me I receive
Heal my infirmity
And you restored every shattered dream
You're the song when I cannot sing
You're the words when I cannot speak
Comforter in the night
Help in my troubled times
You encourage me tenderly
That is why I don't want to leave
Down on my bended knee Lord I don't want to leave
All that You have for me Lord I receive
Heal me, restore me
Song when I cannot sing, cannot speak
You are my Comforter in the night
This holy place [x4]
And I have seen your tears
And I know your fears
But I still love you
So in this quiet time
Once again I'll remind you
That I still love you
Doesn't matter what you've done
Or if you're hiding
Doesn't matter if you run
My light's still shining
And I've carved you with my hands
I understand why you would question me
The uncertainty
But I still love [x3] you...I still love [x2] I love you