Never Have I Found

Josh Garrels frames this song as a testimony of restless wandering. The opening lines place the singer under a blood-red moon, among wolves, having kept company with the Devil himself — a confession of dark seasons rather than a sanitized conversion story. Temptations are not merely resisted but tasted, and a demon hound pursues him like a hunter after prey. The repeated turn is the point: after all of it, nothing else satisfies. The chorus answers each verse with the same plain declaration — never have I found another one like you — addressed directly to Jesus, and then widened to include his love. The song's power lies in its refusal to pretend the wilderness never happened; the wandering is what makes the finding mean something. The sparse, repetitive structure mirrors a mind circling back to a single conclusion, and the final verse's admission of dissatisfaction lands not as complaint but as devotion. It is a song for anyone whose faith was forged after the wolves, not before them.