Monster
Song Meaning
Skillet writes "Monster" from inside the cage. The narrator keeps a "secret side" under lock and key, warns others to stay away, and admits that the thing scratching at the walls is no longer easy to control. The images come from nightmare: something hiding under the bed, in the closet, in the dark with razor-sharp teeth, and then the sharper realization that it lives "in my body, in my head."
The refrain is a confession, "I must confess that I feel like a monster," followed by self-disgust in "I hate what I've become." Midway through, a plea cuts through the dread: "Why won't somebody come and save me from this?" The final verse admits that no one can hear the scream, and the narrator guesses the danger may be inside rather than outside.
The lyrics never name a rescuer, so the Christian reading is implicit rather than stated. The struggle over a divided self matches Paul's cry in Romans 7:15 and 7:24, asking who will deliver him from this body of death, and the answer he gives in Romans 7:25 points to Jesus Christ. For listeners, the song gives words to shame that is hard to say aloud.
The secret side of me
I never let you see
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
So stay away from me
The beast is ugly
I feel the rage
And I just can't hold it
It's scratching on the walls
In the closet, in the halls
It comes awake
And I can't control it
Hiding under the bed
In my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
My secret side I keep
Hid under lock and key
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
'Cause if I let him out
He'll tear me up
And break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
I feel it deep within
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
It's hiding in the dark
Its teeth are razor-sharp
There's no escape for me
It wants my soul
It wants my heart
No one can hear me scream
Maybe it's just a dream
Maybe it's inside of me
Stop this monster!
I feel it deep within
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I'm gonna lose control
It's something radical
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster